.There was actually one certain evening, it was 3 o'clock in the morning and I had actually thrown up all night. I always remember crying on my bathroom flooring. I resided in my grandparents' in-law suite, so I left my house as well as I wound up walking over to my granny's residence. She was asleep on the couch as well as I stated to her, "Nana, I would like to have an abortion." And my very Catholic grandma considered me, as well as stated, "Natural honey, that is actually alright." It actually took me through surprise given that she was, pretty literally, the final individual that I assumed would certainly be actually alright with something like that. When she said, "I'll perform whatever you require me to carry out to support you," it seemed like a body weight had been actually taken off of my shoulders.